>My last regrets… (I learned how to write like a professional, rinrin! Isn’t that great?)
i ask only for seconds
why my eyes are dull like a doll’s? why must i be this girl? a life’s agony well wasted on what is worth of me. the pain i anticipate is what is deserving of me. forgive them and heed them not to befriend me.
for i have wanted to lay my smile at rest too.